24 June, 2010

16 June, 2010

What-if's and What-could-have-beens

Sometimes, we think of things that happened in the past, events of great importance to us.
And then we think of what we could have done to change things, to make them last.
We think of what could have been, if we just did this or that, If only I coulds.

But here's something we always forget: That these events define who and what we are:
That sometimes, these things are what they really should be.
And that we can always see them in the eye of our memories, and remember how perfect this one moment was.
Just remember, how shining and perfect this moment in time was, and how it felt, and see how this makes you, defines your existence,
your dreams and betters you.
Instead of trying to recapture the past, we should always look to the future.

08 June, 2010

Sometimes, saying good-bye is the right thing to do.



I've had a hell of a time these past two years. I fell in love with the girl of my dreams. And lost her. I lost my job and my sanity, and found
a new purpose in a new line of work, and regained my center, my equilibrium. Gained new friends and found old ones.

And now, I think I may be falling in love.

The sad part of it is, I'm really not sure if I really am falling for her or if I'm just using her as way to forget someone who I may not be totally over yet.

Yep, It has been, and still is, a crazy time.