A year older

Today, I'm officially a year older. I wish I could say that I'm wiser for all that has happened the past year, but unfortunately, that may not be the case. The past few months being a case in point. I still love someone who says I shouldn't love her. I keep on torturing myself with might-have-been's and should-have's.

I should stop but I can't. She's my drug, my existence, my being, my muse.

I'm fucked.

You left me in hell, darling.

You threw me away to rot.

You left me bleeding.

See the cross you left me with?

I'll be carrying this for the rest of my life.

I hope this makes you happy.

Den of Randomness

A month or so ago, I posted a link to a webforum. I've been promising myself to write a site review and Finally, here it is!

Http://www.forkheads.net

Forkheads.

A very...random site!

A forum that started off as a place to get game cheats and hentai has become something much more.It's certainly not a site for everyone: but it's still a place I'd recommend you to go.

Don't take my word for it though. Check it out.

Caught in the grip of crushing despair

It must make you very happy, doesn't it?
It must have made you laugh so hard.
To crush me must be very exciting.
To destroy me must be the achievement of your life.

You've won.....
And I shall step into the shadows now without complaint.