I was the Sun
And he was the Moon
You said

Yet
You ran away from my light

I wept
the day you fled from me

The loss was almost
too much to bear
shadows chased the light from my heart

And now

Though I laugh and smile
Lie and say
that I'm all right

Thoughts of you
haunt my days and nights
despair fills my mind

I know that I can never have you

That's all you will ever be
A dream that can never be

I should be happy that he's always there for you.
But every time I see you smile for him,or touch his hand it feel like a knife twisting my gut. And I should be happy that he makes you happy. But I can't help thinking that it should be us, together.

How can I forget you when you are my everything? How am I supposed to get over someone I've given my everything to?

I will always remember the way your eyes looked when you left
Your image will always be there in my mind
Your ghost will always stay in my heart
I know.....
You are never coming back
You are never coming home

"I hold to a simple philosophy: just assume everyone's a piece of crap and then be pleasantly surprised if you find anyone who ain't."

Why should you trust?

People can't be trusted. You put your faith in them and they will stab you in the back the first chance they get. Humans are lost and deviant by nature: They will always lie and hurt those who they profess to love the most, and do it without a second thought..

THIS INTRIGUES ME

What-if's and What-could-have-beens

Sometimes, we think of things that happened in the past, events of great importance to us.
And then we think of what we could have done to change things, to make them last.
We think of what could have been, if we just did this or that, If only I coulds.

But here's something we always forget: That these events define who and what we are:
That sometimes, these things are what they really should be.
And that we can always see them in the eye of our memories, and remember how perfect this one moment was.
Just remember, how shining and perfect this moment in time was, and how it felt, and see how this makes you, defines your existence,
your dreams and betters you.
Instead of trying to recapture the past, we should always look to the future.