Cornered
15 years ago
24 June, 2010
16 June, 2010
What-if's and What-could-have-beens
Sometimes, we think of things that happened in the past, events of great importance to us.
And then we think of what we could have done to change things, to make them last.
We think of what could have been, if we just did this or that, If only I coulds.
But here's something we always forget: That these events define who and what we are:
That sometimes, these things are what they really should be.
And that we can always see them in the eye of our memories, and remember how perfect this one moment was.
Just remember, how shining and perfect this moment in time was, and how it felt, and see how this makes you, defines your existence,
your dreams and betters you.
Instead of trying to recapture the past, we should always look to the future.
And then we think of what we could have done to change things, to make them last.
We think of what could have been, if we just did this or that, If only I coulds.
But here's something we always forget: That these events define who and what we are:
That sometimes, these things are what they really should be.
And that we can always see them in the eye of our memories, and remember how perfect this one moment was.
Just remember, how shining and perfect this moment in time was, and how it felt, and see how this makes you, defines your existence,
your dreams and betters you.
Instead of trying to recapture the past, we should always look to the future.
08 June, 2010
Sometimes, saying good-bye is the right thing to do.
I've had a hell of a time these past two years. I fell in love with the girl of my dreams. And lost her. I lost my job and my sanity, and found
a new purpose in a new line of work, and regained my center, my equilibrium. Gained new friends and found old ones.
And now, I think I may be falling in love.
The sad part of it is, I'm really not sure if I really am falling for her or if I'm just using her as way to forget someone who I may not be totally over yet.
Yep, It has been, and still is, a crazy time.
03 June, 2010
07 February, 2010
And now, time for a rant
Well, let's look at it this way.
I'm stuck in what may be a dead end job.
I have an unhealthy life-style.
I never get enough sleep.
I'm most often depressed.
The person I love the most in the world is with someone else.
And you think I'm doing all right?
Bloody everlasting hell.
I'm stuck in what may be a dead end job.
I have an unhealthy life-style.
I never get enough sleep.
I'm most often depressed.
The person I love the most in the world is with someone else.
And you think I'm doing all right?
Bloody everlasting hell.
18 January, 2010
The facts of rejection
Last night I got shot down.
I felt really bad about it. Then I remembered something that took me over a year to learn:
"Life goes on."
So it does, my child. So it does.
I felt really bad about it. Then I remembered something that took me over a year to learn:
"Life goes on."
So it does, my child. So it does.
31 December, 2009
Time and Changes
In a few hours, a new year will be upon us. I guess it's time to reflect on the past year, and see if we've learned anything from it.
So to everyone I've fucked up this past year, I offer my apologies.
And to that specific someone:
I'm sorry for all the shit I've done to you. I hope you can forgive me, and learn to trust me again.
There. I'm done.
So to everyone I've fucked up this past year, I offer my apologies.
And to that specific someone:
I'm sorry for all the shit I've done to you. I hope you can forgive me, and learn to trust me again.
There. I'm done.
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