11 July, 2009

Den of Randomness

A month or so ago, I posted a link to a webforum. I've been promising myself to write a site review and Finally, here it is!

Http://www.forkheads.net

Forkheads.
A very...random site!
A forum that started off as a place to get game cheats and hentai has become something much more.It's certainly not a site for everyone: but it's still a place I'd recommend you to go.

Don't take my word for it though. Check it out.

06 July, 2009

Caught in the grip of crushing despair

It must make you very happy, doesn't it?
It must have made you laugh so hard.
To crush me must be very exciting.
To destroy me must be the achievement of your life.

You've won.....
And I shall step into the shadows now without complaint.

28 June, 2009

The joke called real life

"See, there were these two guys in a lunatic asylum... and one night, one night they decide they don't like living in an asylum any more. They decide they're going to escape! So, like, they get up onto the roof, and there, just across this narrow gap, they see the rooftops of the town, stretching away in the moon light... stretching away to freedom. Now, the first guy, he jumps right across with no problem. But his friend, his friend didn't dare make the leap. Y'see... Y'see, he's afraid of falling. So then, the first guy has an idea... He says "Hey! I have my flashlight with me! I'll shine it across the gap between the buildings. You can walk along the beam and join me!" B-but the second guy just shakes his head. He suh-says... He says "Wh-what do you think I am? Crazy? You'd turn it off when I was half way across!" -The Joker, "The Killing Joke"

Sometimes, I look around me and start thinking that the world is looking more and more like an insane asylum. Chalk it up to human nature that everyone focuses on things that don't make a lick of sense: people focus on stuff that isn't even what they really need.

Maybe we really are all crazy.... And we just hide it by laughing........

25 June, 2009

The Quest for Purpose

The past six months have been probably the most difficult time in my life. I lost my job and the most important person in my life. I've given up on one thing that used to define my life. I've contemplated ending everything. Well yesterday, as I watched the rain fall outside, I realized one thing: Life is stacked against you. But man never gives up: The fight's rigged but we can't give up. We don't know how.


21 June, 2009

http://forkheads.net/phpBB3/

Why?

Why did you have to go?
What did I do wrong?
Did I ever really have a chance?
I have to, I want to know.........
I need to know......
If I was the sun
And he was an eclipse
Then why did you run to the dark?

06 April, 2009

My Epiphany

I just realized today. Nobody fuckin' cares, so why should I give a shit? No one gives a damn whether I live or die: Not a one. It dawned on me that wearing your heart on your sleeve is probably the worst fucking thing you can ever do. It leaves you open to heartache and loss. It lets people fuck you up good, and everyone else just LOVES it when you're down on the floor bleeding: they all love kicking you when you're down.

Yeah, I just realized that no one cares. That and that I fucking HATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. Rot in hell for all I care. I know you don't anyway.

Yeah, I'm an asshole and a jerk. Now get the fuck out.