EDH Developer's Log

The EDH Developer's Log:

Numot, The Devastator

Ok, so I've been tinkering with an EDH deck for awhiles now and have done some Editing. I forgot what the original list was, so I'm posting the newest one I have here:

Commander: (1)
Numot, The Devastator

Lands: (37)
6 Islands
7 Plains
7 Mountains
1 Evolving Wilds
1 Terramorphic Expanse
1 Glacial Fortress
1 Clifftop Retreat
1 Sulfur Falls
1 City of Brass
1 Azorius Chancery
1 Boros Garrison
1 Izzet Boilerworks
1 Seat of the Synod
1 Great Furnace
1 Coastal Tower
1 Celestial Colonnade
1 Seijiri Refuge
1 Ghost Quarter
1 Tectonic Edge
1 Strip Mine

Planeswalkers: (2)
1 Jace Beleren
1 Ajani Vengeant

Artefacts: (14)
1 Swiftfoot Boots
1 Tormod's Crypt
1 Elixir of Immortality
1 Nevinyrral's Disk
1 Darksteel Ingot
1 Forysian Totem
1 Chronatog Totem
1 Thunder Spirit
1 Manalith
1 Vessel of Endless Rest
1 Talisman of Progress
1 Everflowing Chalice
1 Izzet Signet
1 Boros Signet
1 Azorius Signet

Enchantments: (6)
1 Leyline of Anticipation
1 Copy Enchantment
1 Confiscate
1 Volition Reins
1 Oblivion Ring
1 Faith's Fetters

Spells: (34)
1 Wrath of God
1 Armaggedon
1 Day of Judgement
1 Martial Coup
1 Planar Cleansing
1 Akroma's Vengeance
1 Rout
1 Austere Command
1 Terminus
1 Wildfire
1 Destructive Force
1 Boom//Bust
1 Decree of Annihalation
1 Razia's Purification
1 Capsize
1 Condemn
1 Banefire
1 Fabricate
1 Resurrection
1 Defy Death
1 Faithless Looting
1 Dangerous Wager
1 Whispers of the Muse
1 Jace's Ingenuity
1 Visions of Beyond
1 Blue Sun Zenith
1 Frantic Search
1 Careful Consideration

Creatures: (11)
1 Reya, Dawnbringer
1 Baneslayer Angel
1 Linvala, Keeper of Silence
1 Chancellor of the Annex
1 Crovax, Ascendant Hero
1 Bogardan Hellkite
1 Steel Hellkite
1 Sun Titan
1 Mulldrifter
1 Trinket Mage
1 Archon of Justice


And now, Critique!

Okay, offhand, I'd say the Mana base needs some work. Maybe cut the Seijiri Refuge and Coastal Tower for a Shivan Reef and Adarkar Wastes and cut the City of Brass for a Command Tower. Cut the Everflowing Chalice for Sol Ring.

For Creatures, I'm considering Akroma, Angel of Wrath, Iona, Shield of Emeria, Gisela, Blade of Goldnight and Avacyn, Archangel of Hope, and Restoration Angel. Maybe Clone, Phantasmal Image and/or Phyrexian Metamorph

What do you guys think?

I was the Sun
And he was the Moon
You said

Yet
You ran away from my light

I wept
the day you fled from me

The loss was almost
too much to bear
shadows chased the light from my heart

And now

Though I laugh and smile
Lie and say
that I'm all right

Thoughts of you
haunt my days and nights
despair fills my mind

I know that I can never have you

That's all you will ever be
A dream that can never be

I should be happy that he's always there for you.
But every time I see you smile for him,or touch his hand it feel like a knife twisting my gut. And I should be happy that he makes you happy. But I can't help thinking that it should be us, together.

How can I forget you when you are my everything? How am I supposed to get over someone I've given my everything to?

I will always remember the way your eyes looked when you left
Your image will always be there in my mind
Your ghost will always stay in my heart
I know.....
You are never coming back
You are never coming home

"I hold to a simple philosophy: just assume everyone's a piece of crap and then be pleasantly surprised if you find anyone who ain't."

Why should you trust?

People can't be trusted. You put your faith in them and they will stab you in the back the first chance they get. Humans are lost and deviant by nature: They will always lie and hurt those who they profess to love the most, and do it without a second thought..

THIS INTRIGUES ME

What-if's and What-could-have-beens

Sometimes, we think of things that happened in the past, events of great importance to us.
And then we think of what we could have done to change things, to make them last.
We think of what could have been, if we just did this or that, If only I coulds.

But here's something we always forget: That these events define who and what we are:
That sometimes, these things are what they really should be.
And that we can always see them in the eye of our memories, and remember how perfect this one moment was.
Just remember, how shining and perfect this moment in time was, and how it felt, and see how this makes you, defines your existence,
your dreams and betters you.
Instead of trying to recapture the past, we should always look to the future.

Sometimes, saying good-bye is the right thing to do.

I've had a hell of a time these past two years. I fell in love with the girl of my dreams. And lost her. I lost my job and my sanity, and found
a new purpose in a new line of work, and regained my center, my equilibrium. Gained new friends and found old ones.

And now, I think I may be falling in love.

The sad part of it is, I'm really not sure if I really am falling for her or if I'm just using her as way to forget someone who I may not be totally over yet.

Yep, It has been, and still is, a crazy time.

http://rathalosprince.blogspot.com/2010/05/beware-of-stream-global-services.html
Read It!

And now, time for a rant

Well, let's look at it this way.
I'm stuck in what may be a dead end job.
I have an unhealthy life-style.
I never get enough sleep.
I'm most often depressed.
The person I love the most in the world is with someone else.

And you think I'm doing all right?
Bloody everlasting hell.

The facts of rejection

Last night I got shot down.

I felt really bad about it. Then I remembered something that took me over a year to learn:

"Life goes on."

So it does, my child. So it does.

Time and Changes

In a few hours, a new year will be upon us. I guess it's time to reflect on the past year, and see if we've learned anything from it.

So to everyone I've fucked up this past year, I offer my apologies.
And to that specific someone:

I'm sorry for all the shit I've done to you. I hope you can forgive me, and learn to trust me again.


There. I'm done.

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It had felt like the longest time since I'd smiled.

Really. Really, truly smiled.

Thank you, my friend, for the wonderful day with you.
Thank you for making me smile.

Tonight I pay off all debts

I waited for the answer.
It was a "No".


I guess I assumed too much, took for granted the fact that I lost her trust.
This is me paying for my crimes.
I accept her decision.

It hurts. It feels like a knife is in my chest.

But I can't change things.

All I can do now is live.

Today I lay old ghosts to rest

A person I know said that people have moments of absolute clarity, when you see everything as it is, when bullshit fades and you see the plain, unvarnished truth.

Today, I had a moment of clarity.

I saw that I was letting the past choke me. I let it stifle me.
I was being poisoned, dying bit by bit.

I then knew what I had to do.

I had to let the past go.

I called the person in my past. talked.
I asked if we could be friends again. She wasn't sure.


I set the past free.

It doesn't matter now whether she says yes or no. It doesn't matter anymore. For the first time in almost a year, I am free.

Because I let the past go.
I buried the dead.
I gave the past it's due.
In the end that's all anyone can do. Well, that and live.

How low can you go?

Apparently, very low.

Life sucks then you die

I'm pretty much drunk while I'm writing this piece, same as most of my other posts. So anybody who gets offended, fuck 'em.

My head hurts, my stomach burns. It feels again like the bad days, when she left. It pains me. I feel isolated, alone. And some days, I just want to die.

I need redemption. I need you back.

I need you.....

I wish you were here.....

A year older

Today, I'm officially a year older. I wish I could say that I'm wiser for all that has happened the past year, but unfortunately, that may not be the case. The past few months being a case in point. I still love someone who says I shouldn't love her. I keep on torturing myself with might-have-been's and should-have's.

I should stop but I can't. She's my drug, my existence, my being, my muse.

I'm fucked.